Cheerio Bandit

Looking at Daddy with the death stare...
Both Reilly and Maximus wanting some of his cheerios.
Maximus is the dog.. Lol
Reilly is the party animal 1 year old.

Its little moments like this I will miss when I am at work.

Not to mention late night walks with Maximus and Reilly because lord knows he will scream his head off if he isn't outside with us, that is unless he is asleep which strange enough his bed time is getting later and later not by our choice.

And Maximus, oh my Maximus, my shoe chewing spiteful Maximus who jumps in the bed with me after Josh leaves for work.

And My Maddox boy, begging for Mommy to read the Lorax to him. He doesn't show it much but I know he is going to miss me and I know I will miss him. And Ill miss hearing about his Skylanders and the movie he is watching or any other game he is playing.

My boys are my world. Sappy post, I know.

Today I sat and wrote all the numbers, info, tid bits, suggestions, etc to get through the day for Grandma aka GiGi.

Tomorrow starts the new chapter.
I start back to work after a 5 year break of being a stay at home mom.
I know Maddox is only 4 but I actually left work Nov 20th when I was still pregnant due to pre-term labor due to stress at work.

Soon we will be signing our lease, soon we will be moving, soon Mimi will be down here.

Things are looking up

How do I make the switch?

Okay, so tomorrow I do it. I take the plunge.
I am, after 5 years, going back to work.

I am going from full time stay at home mommy to now working full time mommy. This is one of the hardest transitions I can ever imagine. I am going to miss my boys so damn much it is crazy.
Yes they drive me bat shit crazy sometimes but god do I love those boys.
I don't even know where to begin with how to explain it to my oldest. Yeah he is in school three days a week but I know Monday and Tuesday he will be without me.

I know its not like I am going away forever but for him, he has never known me to work and Reilly is still so young.

I guess I will take it one day at time


Any advice?
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